Sidra
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Aug 8, 2009 20:15:48 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 8, 2009 20:15:48 GMT -8
Sidra averted her eyes away from him, her cheeks flushing harder. She hoped desprately that it would dissapear, but it wouldnt. Seda flet like she should move away from him, but didnt, her body didnt want to. It felt too nice, the warmth of another person was somthing she missed verry despratly, even if it was the faintest of touches, she still longed for it. "Ah...sorry..." she ment to say sorry for still being in his arms..but now that wasnt needed.
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Aug 8, 2009 20:24:24 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 8, 2009 20:24:24 GMT -8
*She didn't leave...*
That thought alone was echoing in his mind... She was still there. In his arms. And he both longed for it and it was driving him crazy. It felt wonderfull, having his arms around her, feeling the warmth of her body against his, feeling comforted by just having her near her. And at the same time a part of his mind was screaming at him 'Get out of there. You don't like people. She will just abandon you in the end...'
"You have nothing to be sorry for..." he says, his voice quite soft. But since she was so close to him she would easily be able to hear him.
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Sidra
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Aug 8, 2009 20:33:21 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 8, 2009 20:33:21 GMT -8
Sidra looked back up at him, her black eyes sparkeling happily, she couldnt think of any thing to say to him. She couldnt help but feel like she was floating along, off in lalaland in pink, yellow, blue, and purple fluffy clouds where she could nolonger see the stars becuse she was already past them.Thats when her body started moveing on its own "Im sorry..." she said agin, rather quietly as she seemed to rase up on her tip toes, Her black eyes set on his lips. stop...dont do this agin...he will dissapear...just as the others had... she seemed to screem at her self in her head. "For this..." her lips barely brushed aginst his, it wasnt a kiss, she was much too short.
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Aug 8, 2009 20:46:31 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 8, 2009 20:46:31 GMT -8
Chris was stunned. The feeling of her lips against his... Was indescribable. In that single moment his entire body went cold, like he had stayed all night in the winter's cold embrace. His thoughts seemed to all swirl together, and it became quite hard for him to concentrate. His mind was so flustered it did not even register to blush. But his eyes did seem to glow slightly afterwards. And he felt an odd, fluttering feeling in the pit of his stomach.
"Sidra..." he breathes... But that is all he can think to say, his mind fumbling over his feelings and preventing him from being able to think enough to string out a sentence...
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Sidra
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Aug 8, 2009 20:51:41 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 8, 2009 20:51:41 GMT -8
Sidra...felt funny, her heart seemed to hurt, but she liked it. Like it was beating a million miles a minuite and it would never stop. Her body filled with warmth and her ivory skin lit up like the star she was. Once her feet where back down and flat she looked up at him with buggily black eyes. "Ye-yea?" she asked him, her eyes were almost in a pleading maner.
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Aug 8, 2009 21:00:38 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 8, 2009 21:00:38 GMT -8
"I..." He starts, but Chris cannot find the words to continue...
He had never felt this way before. While one half of him screamed in protest his body, no his soul told him that it was right. That this was where he belonged. His heart seemed to beat fast enough that his entire body felt tingly, like it was about to lift right off of the ground. Outside of Sidras house the grass seemed to part all over as flowers began to spring to life. But still he could not think of what words to speak. But apparently he did not have to.
At that same instant, as flowers unveiled their natural beauty in Sidra's front yard, Chris leaned forwards. And kissed her softly on the lips, his own lighlty pressing against hers, allmost tennativly.
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Sidra
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Aug 8, 2009 21:08:24 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 8, 2009 21:08:24 GMT -8
Sidra seemed to let out a hum as she kissed him back everso slightly. She felt all tinglily and figitdy, her black eyes fluttered closed. Sidra was happy, a burst of light came from her and illuinated then entire cabin, the light poored from the room and was more blinding than the sun. She felt like she could be there with him for an eturnity and BEYOND.
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Aug 8, 2009 21:14:25 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 8, 2009 21:14:25 GMT -8
As Sidra kissed him back his eyes closed. (Lucky thing for him too as the case may be, or else he would have been blinded permanently.) He wraps both arms around her in a warm embrace and tightened it slightly, gentling pulling her closer to him. Be it either the light, or simply being around Sidra he felt warm all over, and he did not mind this at all.
The initial shock of her kissing him had finally worn off, and the coldness had been replaced with a warmth the likes of which he had never known. He kisses Sidra deeply, sliding one hand from around her waist to up her back, then ended up resting cupped over her shoulder...
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Sidra
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Aug 8, 2009 21:19:57 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 8, 2009 21:19:57 GMT -8
Sidra let out a light squeek, becomeing embarrased by the way he was kissing her. Her small hand glided up to his cheek and kissed him back more. Sidra broke the kiss with a gasp, she had some how forgotten how to breath in all of this... "chris...i...." she mumbled out quietly, her cheeks flareing up and the bright light dieing down in to the dim glow of her ivory skin.
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Aug 8, 2009 21:25:51 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 8, 2009 21:25:51 GMT -8
As Sidra pulled away, and the light again was reasonable, Chris's eyes flit back open again. About then is the moment that he actually realizes what he had just done. This whole time he had been acting reflexivly, letting his feelings control him completely, and he had not actually thought of what it was he was doing. Now he blushed deeply, and looked quite flustered. He let go of Sidra and stepped back.
"I... I'm sorry... I didn't mean..." he stammers, averting his eyes and looking very worried, allmost like a child fearfull of being punished for doing something horribly wrong.
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Sidra
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Aug 8, 2009 21:31:32 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 8, 2009 21:31:32 GMT -8
Sidra gave a light sigh as she smiled and shook her head. "No, no" she cooed to him lightly, as her hands touched his cheeks. "It was wonderful...it...it made me happy" she smiled to him sweetly, the red in her ivory complextion deepeining. Sidra understood that look, it was the same one she would give when her grandpa would find her out side of the cabin at night. "Im not angry i prommise, im verry far from it"
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Aug 8, 2009 21:42:38 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 8, 2009 21:42:38 GMT -8
Chris raised one hand up to rest lightly on Sidra's. "It... It did?" he asks, his voice sounding as though he was trying not to get his hopes up, but the hint of wonder in his tone made it too obvious that he was. His eyes do not waver from hers as he waits for her response. It feels to him allmost as though time itself stops and the world stands still as he waits for her answer. Because if it had... Perhaps, just maybe, she would not be like the others... And maybe, just once, he might actually be able to trust someone other than himself...
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Sidra
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Aug 8, 2009 21:47:19 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 8, 2009 21:47:19 GMT -8
Sidra became flustered and let out a light sigh, an embarrased one, from the way he stared at her so devotedly. "Yes...verry happy" she said lightly. Smileing brillantly, dont dissapear from me... she thought lightly, that voice fadeing as she leaned up and kissed him once agin. Sid easily felt the pressure of the hard lump of her belly as she pressed aginst him.
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Aug 8, 2009 21:53:04 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 8, 2009 21:53:04 GMT -8
Chris kissed her back, wonder filling his mind that someone would actually be happy to have him around. People did not like him generaly, and not only did Sidra apparently not hate him, but somehow he made this wonderfull girl happy. He knew not how he had managed to do so, but silently he vowed that he would do whatever it took to continue to do so. He kisses her deeply, feeling her pressed against him and wrapping his arms again around her.
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Sidra
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Aug 8, 2009 21:58:39 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 8, 2009 21:58:39 GMT -8
Sidra wraped her arms around his neck and smiled as she kissed him back. She flet warm, and safe and happy with him. Sid didnt know it but tears started to leak out of her closed eyes, it was all reminding her too closely of him...-
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Aug 8, 2009 22:02:42 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 8, 2009 22:02:42 GMT -8
Chris felt the tears, and pulled back lightly, still close to her. He looked at the tears falling from her eyes and looked worried, hoping he had not hurt her in any way. "Is everything allright?" he asks. His voice soft. Perhaps it was strange, or at least a little wierd, that his bearing could jump so rapidly from a mature young adult, to a child, then somewhere inbetween. But he had not been raised in normal society, nor in any society for that matter. Thus these rapid changes did not really seem strange at all to him. But he was worried, because her tears meant that something was wrong. And Chris would do anything to help her.
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Aug 8, 2009 22:07:05 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 8, 2009 22:07:05 GMT -8
Sidra gritted her teeth and her head droped in to his chest. "Im sorry just let me cry for a bit...please" she wimpered lightly to him as she wraped her arms around his waste and sobed. It had been a couple of months of when she last learnd of his death, the days when she never left the cabin. When she got sick, and she didnt know why...When she thought she would never know a warmth or a sweetness like his agin. But then, Chris brought it all back to her and so sidra wept.
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Aug 8, 2009 22:16:26 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 8, 2009 22:16:26 GMT -8
Chris held her in his arms and lay his cheek lightly against the top of her head. "Okay..." he says softly, his voice barely audibly over her crying. He wraps his arms tighter around her, one around her waist, the other sliding up her back to hold her shoulder and the top of her arm...
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Sidra
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Aug 8, 2009 22:23:12 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 8, 2009 22:23:12 GMT -8
After a wile of sidra crying, her teares dryed up and she was just left hiccuping and weasing about trying to catch her breath. "Im, im sorry!" she gasped clinging tighter still to him, the pressure from the thing in her tightening agin. "Things just started...comming back to me..." she said lightly to him.
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Aug 8, 2009 22:39:14 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 8, 2009 22:39:14 GMT -8
Chris kisses her forehead lightly and runs one had gently through her hair. "It's okay... There is no reason for you to apologize..." he says, giving her a gently squeeze... He was not sure why she had been crying, but he wanted nothing more than to make her happy again...
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Sidra
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Aug 8, 2009 22:46:54 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 8, 2009 22:46:54 GMT -8
Sidra let out a light sigh, calming her self, her swolen eyes stayed shut as she stayed there happily in his arms. She gave a sniff and pressed the curve of her nose aginst his chin. The pain of him quickly began to turn in to a dull numbness. "Thankyou..." she mumbled to him lightly
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Aug 13, 2009 18:13:02 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 13, 2009 18:13:02 GMT -8
Chris looks down at a slight angle and kisses the top of Sidras head. "Any time..." he says softly, and pulls her closer to him. He exhales lightly, laying his cheek against the top of Sidra's head and squeezing her lightly through the embrace. "I'm happy I could be here for you... Even if I can't do much to help..." he says, his voice just barely loud enough for her to hear.
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Sidra
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Aug 13, 2009 18:18:13 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 13, 2009 18:18:13 GMT -8
Sidra smiled and sniffed. "Thankyou, thats all i need..." she gave another sniff, he smelt nice, like the grass just after a good hard rain. And flowers...so many flowers....it was wonderful. "Im sorry, i took you here to have fun!" she said with a nod and pulling away from him. "And not me crying so thats what we shall have! Fun!"
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Aug 13, 2009 18:36:46 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 13, 2009 18:36:46 GMT -8
Chris smiles at Sidra as she pulls away from him, a subtle look of nonchalance falling over his features. "It is quite allright... I enjoy your company. That is more than enough for me..." he says, smiling brilliantly as he does so. "But if you have plans I would not mind to hear them." he says, his tone still soft, but slightly diffrent from when she first met him.
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Sidra
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Aug 13, 2009 18:41:17 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 13, 2009 18:41:17 GMT -8
Sidra flushed, "You...have a lovely smile..." she stumbled out clumbsally star stricken by him for a moment. "But um...no i didnt..." she said as she pulled her fingers through her short black hair. "Do you have any ideas?" sidra perced her lips to the side of her mouth and tilted her head to the side in thought.
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Aug 13, 2009 18:54:53 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 13, 2009 18:54:53 GMT -8
He continues to smiles, his eyes sparkling now. "You are very cute when you get like that..." he says, his look softing to one of deep affection. He watches her as she tries to think of something... "Well, not really. I do not really do all that much since I moved back... I mean..." he says, pausing for a second. "I don't really have any friends out here..." he says, shrugging in feigned nonchalance.
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Sidra
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Aug 13, 2009 18:59:37 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 13, 2009 18:59:37 GMT -8
Sidra patted his chest. "Dont worry, i dont eather, people think im crazy cuz i talk to my motor bike.." she said as she looked off percing her lips agin trying hard to think. Her cheeks puffed out slight as she looked entently out the window. And then it hit her like a ton of bricks. 'You are very cute when you get like that...' just poped up in her brain as if she had just herd it. Her face turned bright red and she stared up at him, completely and utterly dumbfounded. "You...you think...im cute???"
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Aug 13, 2009 20:13:36 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 13, 2009 20:13:36 GMT -8
Chris continues to smile "I don't think that makes you crazy. Just means that you love your bike. And there is nothing wrong with that." he says with a grin. Then he hears her question. He falters for a moment, blushing as she asks him. "Well... Yeah... I-I think you are actually quite beautifull..." he says, which just makes him blush more. He had, after all, never said that about anyone before.
And he did. Think she was beautiful that is. He realized this as he gazed into her eyes again. He thought she was immensly beautiful, and it amazed him to think that she might like him even a fraction as much as he was beginning to realize that he liked her.
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Sidra
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Aug 13, 2009 20:23:31 GMT -8
Post by Sidra on Aug 13, 2009 20:23:31 GMT -8
Sidra turned bright red, as the blood pumped in to her face. Her ivory skin flushed rose from her cheeks down to her chest and sholdures. Her stomach knotted up and her chest felt like it was about to cave in on its self. She couldnt get the words out on how amazeing he was at plants, nor how sweet he was or how comphorting he felt to her. Nothing but a measily squeek came out of her.
After a few moments of an embarrased scilance Sidra drew her hands to his cheeks and pulled him down to her and kissed him. She couldnt say what she wanted, but she could still do what she wanted to show how she flet.
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Aug 14, 2009 21:09:49 GMT -8
Post by Lance Marik on Aug 14, 2009 21:09:49 GMT -8
As the silence began to linger Chris felt pins and needles form up and down his flesh. And seeing Sidra blush only made him more attracted to him. But the silence in which she was taking his confession was almost worry some. Still blushing he begins to look away, trying to avert his eyes from Sidra's.
The feeling of her hands against his already burning cheeks causes Chris to shiver, but it is what Sidra did next that caused his heart to nearly jump out of his chest. As she kissed him his heart began to race and his blood began to boil. He wraps his arms around Sidra and kisses her back, pulling her close to him gently as he does so...
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